Resilient: The
spirit of overcoming obstacles created to destroy. Today I am grateful for the
reminder that my resiliency alone makes me a champion. I sometimes forget this
truth as I harbor on personal struggles, matters of the mind, issues of the
heart and actions of rebellion.
My dog was
recently attacked by a neighbor dog
& observing her recovery has given me a new revelation of resiliency
as I witness that she is better after the attack than she was moments before
it. The scar is quite an eye sore but she has her life and for that I am
grateful. Although I realize that our time here on this earth is limited, I am
learning not to spend time anticipating this departure but rather enjoying the
stay.
I have
overcome and am now enduring a season of discovering the self I never knew. Its
amazing how you can live with someone 24/7 and not really know who they are.lol.
As I discover self I create declarations to remind myself of my truth, laugh
when I do what I said I never would, forgive myself when I seek natural fixes
for spiritual matters, love more/judge less, forgive daily & pray about
everything.
I am also
enjoying seeing myself open up in areas that I have been closed off to in the
past. As my willingness increases the change
on the inside is manifesting on the outside and I am in awe at what is taking
place. My hair is now a big ol curly poof and I just slap it in a gelled up knot
on top of my head while I gain enough courage to wear it out in its natural ‘lion
like’ state.lol. My waist is shrinking and I am enjoying the curves becoming
more defined…POW, POW, POW!lol.
There is no
real purpose for this entry other than to say….EvenEbony. I have bad days, days
of heaviness, and days of uncertainty but…I am here J. Oh…I saw the Color Purple Musical
in Chicago last week and it gave me the breakthrough I needed. The aftermath of
tears, confessions, and revelations sealed the deal. My healing process can
sometimes be painful but the Glory that follows leaves me at a lost for words.
Signing Out,
MISS EBONY
I like the way you look at yourself in the mirror and allow God to minister to you by what you see. I like that your posting as humor that will keep me reading and a geniueness about it. Love reading your post. Keeping growing and I will keep praying your sis Angelique.
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