It will be a year next month that you left this earth. I am
still not sure how to feel, what to think, or
what to do moving forward.
Ironically, I wonder if you are proud of me. I spent many years wanting
your
approval, wanting your love, wanting your acceptance yet never really obtaining
it. So much
has been said, so much has been done; some public, some not so
public. You were all I knew…You
were all my family knew…yet we knew you not. I
wonder what your last days were like. If you ever
had moments of regret? If you
were ever truly happy? I wonder. I wonder if you are proud
of ....evenme.
of ....evenme.
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